i look at you and i think: nobody will ever love you like i do

Even now, when I look at you, my heart hurts
Even if it's just for a moment, I try hard not to let my tears fall
Don't you know that I'm smiling like a fool?
Can you and I really become friends like before?
Can we really do that?
-- Reset (Super Junior)

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Day Five

Am I even supposed to continue counting? Because I'm alright now. Which probably isn't a good sign since I'm starting to feel more and more like some sort of crack addict - I fall to pieces whenever you don't talk to me and come back to life when you do, which means that I'm terribly dependent on you, which is probably really unhealthy. I need... rehab. Lol.

So yeah got back most of our results! Not exactly satisfied with my econs but I shouldn't be a bitch since quite a lot of people were worse off. I just... kinda expected a bit more, I guess. SEA Hist was... okay? I think my overall for history will be a D, maybe.

Celebrated Jieshi's birthday yesterday! Happy 17th dear, I'm really v thankful to have you as a friend :) :) :)

Today was kinda insane, went around in school with my sister and people kept giving us weird looks LOL Cherie actually recoiled in shock hahahaha! Anyway the squashers kinda suck at BBQ (HAHA) so we left after watching people play + chatting etc! Went to NYNY for dinner/supper! And talked a lot lah. Haha :D

Draineddd. But omg Siwan is looking so adorable lately, I guess it's a sign that I should start paying a bit more attention to fandom :B



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