in your eyes, the stars

HAPPY (BELATED) 300TH DAY ZE:A~
Okay I'm sort of tearing up rn because I'm a failure like this but, just. :( After watching EK + EKR, I can genuinely say you guys deserve this sfm, and I'm so proud of you guys ♥ Getting yelled at 24/7 + kicked out of the group + money confiscated + working in a farm to earn money + eating 1 bowl of instant ramyun per day + sleeping in tents + wingcar concerts + having to do your own promotions etc etc = 9 most amazing boys ever. Fine, so maybe I'm just a bit more emotional after watching them cry in Seoul Train + First Live Event ;______;

Honestly, I have never met a group that won me over so quickly. All it took was one ridiculous Idol League episode and then I was sucked into fandom forever ;~; I guess they reminded me of 2pm, in a way, with their flailing all over the place and ridiculousness and urgh I just cannot imagine not loving them like this.

I love how they're real, most of all. EK + EKR showed how they weren't bffs all the time, how when the time comes for it your survival is still more important than your friendship, how despite all of their differences and arguments and getting annoyed with one another, they still made it. Ngl, after the DBSK + 2pm fiascos I've found it difficult to trust a group that always seems like they're permanently close, but ZE:A... isn't.

You have Kwanghee the brat who declares that he hates half the group (and Dongjun shoots back that more than half of the group hate him too, lmao) and is permanently superglued to Siwan, the little ~rivalry~ between Siwan + Junyoung + Kevin when it was time to choose the leader and more. And when you add that to the other factors like Hyungshik strolling out of the shower completely naked and hugging Junyoung, Kwanghee kissing Siwan all the time, Heechul attempting to lick Junyoung's ear, Taehun giving 3000 yen to Kwanghee for free just because he asked for it... you get a not so classically perfect group but still wonderful and amazing and special all the same :'D



And of course, not to forget the fact that ZE:A includes the most precious boy on earth ♥ ilusfm Im Siwan, never ever ever ever change. 

Randomly, Onew trying to sing "老鼠老虎傻傻分不清楚" is one of the most precious things in the world, ide *_* they always seem to have such fun on Taiwanese programs. + I ship Jjong/Jiro so hard idk they are so cuuuuuute my two biases lmao~

Oh, and just got around to watching ZE:A on it too and totally died laughing. Dongjun throwing a tantrum when he failed at skipping, Kwanghee singing 月亮代表我的心, Siwan + Heechul trolling Kevin + Kwanghee and going "KEVIN OPPA~~~"/"光熙~", Hyungshik attempting to feed Siwan that super salty piece of pancake and Heechul saving Siwan and eating it all ~courageously~ (...do I sense something going on between them lmao. Heechul/Hyungshik/Siwan/Kwanghee = latest ZE:A otp lmao \o/)

And ofc, Siwan bb saying "你喜欢Siwan吗?" to his fan (complete with pervy grin, yes) is just epic.




Lol-ing so hard at Siwan marching right up to Kwanghee + Junyoung's DNW face. Y u no approve, leader-sshi ;____;

Picture credits: myself + different
Screencap credits (ZE:A, Infinite, SHINee, SNSD, Big Bang): myself
Video credits: myself

( seven awesome groups, one fucking amazing night. )

Not going to give the full details of the 2 days spent with ZE:A since I'm spazzing about it on lj so I can post my hugeass HQ photos LOL. But omg I FUCKING MISS THEM, OKAY.

Thank you (in age order~):
Kevin for being generally wonderful and shaking my hand ;_; And keeping your smile on no matter what!
Kwanghee for being a ridiculous idiot and making me laugh irl with your antics lol, thank you for trying your best to speak English :3
Siwan for waving back, smiling and nodding at least 15-20 times LOL. And sorry for bothering you so much ;~; + thank you for your "yay~" which made my day (omg this rhymes), thank you for playing the violin (!!!!) and just... acknowledging my presence T_T I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUUUU
Junyoung for being awesome Moon Leader! Waving back when you were trying to sleep etc etc :')
Taehun for being adorable omgggggg I never thought I'd say this but it's true ;_; ++ for giving me a hugeass grin LOL
Heechul for shaking my hand too! Precious boy is precious *_*
Minwoo FOR BEING THE SWEETEST MEMBER EVER. Srsly you even win Siwan in this area (Y) tysfm for waving back a million times, giving me like 10 hearts, nodding like crazy and never ignoring us even when you were in the bus :'D iluuuuuu for all the fun times when we were next to each other in our separate vehicles 8D
Hyungshik for being our precious ~prince~ lmao! Waving back, smiling, doing that adorable hand action to peer at my iPod aiwefupawiuef :)
Dongjun for fucking raising your eyebrows at me. Idek what that was supposed to mean but aufpowae!!! But I hate you for being so ridiculously biased towards your fans ;_;



♥
ALSO, FUCK YEAH 41 MORE DAYS.
BRB OVARIES + HEART + BRAIN ARE GONNA EXPLODE DUE TO AMAZINGNESS OF 7 OSM GROUPS YO.

I know it's amazing that Kwanghee won, Siwan, but you could um, calm down a little LOL.

My hand hurts. I smashed my hand against my tablet while reading some random Taiwan fan's fanaccount of going to Heechul's musical and he sat next to her and had a conversation with her :( I didn't mean to lmao!

Thinking of going up to Zhihao's house tomorrow night when my parents + sister are out for dinner. I refuse to stay at home alone at night :\

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MADE MY DAY ♥

BRB, NOT EVER GOING TO BE ABLE TO ESCAPE THE WONDERS OF ZE:A FANDOM.

I think different needs to join me in this wonderful adventure of life. Or something. GO WATCH MY AWESOME REC LIST OF ZE:A VIDEOS >:(

( star empire representin' yo~ )