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9 more hours~ Sorta nervous and restless rn :(
And no filming is allowed or you'll get kicked out of the place so ;___; I'll just have to burn the images of the 3 of them into my mind forever. Well, at least there's still the phototaking thing~

Funny how watching a couple of their old shows made me think: oh, so this is how I fell in love with them.
So no regrets I guess :\ it'd have ended up this way no matter what anyway.

And idk... to me they're not really idols anymore :( later on I probably won't scream or wave crazily at them, I'll just sit there quietly and listen to them and think about how I've waited for this for a fucking long time. I don't exactly want them to smile at me or talk to me or acknowledge my presence, I just want to be able to see and hear them live :') really, that's all I want.

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I must have finally found my other half
My heart is racing like this
-- Found you (JYJ)

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♥ :3

I say that I don't believe that you guys will ever back together. I get annoyed when ~true fans~ go on and on about always keeping the faith, that they love each other no matter what, that we have to believe that their friendship will overcome everything.

I have to admit, though, that despite how jaded I am, despite the front I put on, there's this tiny ounce of hope that will never go away. Maybe it's stupid and foolish and you know what they say - there won't be disappointment if there wasn't hope in the first place.

But:
Our paths will cross again
We think about you every time we close our eyes, you’re everything
It is still natural that you are by our side
We will keep your place here, until the day we can meet again
We believe that we can laugh together with you once again
-- W (JYJ)

Tell me, how do I give up? :(

I don't like you guys very much now, but I can't deny the fact that I will always love the five of you, as pathetic as that makes me.