![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
- The weirdest thing about my heart is that it falls in love in pieces
- And it's not to say that your piece is any special
- But it was first.
- There are different kinds of love in this world because
- Different people get to you in different ways, for reasons you can't explain
- I can love you the way you love someone who's been in your life for so long
- You cannot imagine a life without him, because he's been there
- To grow up with you and go through a series of bittersweet first-times with you
- And when he is walking next to you you feel something fall into place
- Although you'd never even realised you were missing that particular piece
- Of your heart in the first place.
- I can love you the way you love someone who is in your mind almost
- Every second of every day, who is nothing close to what you've always wanted,
- But still manages to steal your heart in the most startling of ways.
- I can love you just because
- I do,
- And that is that.
August 8, 2011
- MapleStory w/ Jieshi throughout National Day celebrations
- Only stopping to watch the We Are Singaporeans thing because it was legit hilarious
- Accidentally molesting Chubin because he turned around at the wrong moment :|||
- Lunch @ JustAcia~
- Gossip x381041
- Monopoly deal w/ Szekang :B
- Shopping at giant: bread vs biscuits, chicken vs ham
- Yufong successfully popping a cork
- Meeting the DHS kidz after that
- Stealing 1/3 of Sally's strawberry froyo which was surprisingly nice
- His face when we went off without him (“Ehhhh where are you all going? :( Tell me lehhhh you all just gonna abandon me like that?”)
- But it wasn't our fault because he wanted to mug with Isaac/Wenning/Matthew/Richmond etc until 11:30 :<
- Watching the shops close
- Playing with chinchillas :B
- Getting Sally to buy drinks for us
- "Omg omg omg omg he did it!!!!!"
- #foreverproud of him 8)
- More Maple + weird HK drama + 8% vodka + 4.7% breezer + totally sober self @_@
- I wonder how much it will take for me to get drunk LOL
(no subject)
Jan. 12th, 2011 04:53 pm| They all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they define how you classify what love is supposed to feel like. These are the most important people in your life…but there’s still one more tier to all this; there is always that one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually happens retrospectively, but it always happens eventually. This is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love about other people, even if some of those lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable… This is because the individual who embodies your personal definition of love does not really exist. The person is real, and the feelings are real— but you create the context. And context is everything. The person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else, and they’re often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really want to love someone. But that person still wins. They win, and you lose. Because for the rest of your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else. |
I actually... really understand this, OTL. Despite everyone ese, despite everything, for some reason, no one else will ever be able to match up to you. So fuck you, I hope you're happy :(
