nothing better than you

Still in Tianjin! Having a lot of fun, especially when we get back to the hostel yay \o/ Yufong broke Szewei's bed and Yingzhen broke it again. Daebak~ But he managed to get it changed LOL.

Oh, had a ~talk~ with Szewei, which made me realise that I've actually dissed a lot of guys before I actually got to know them properly lmao. I need to stop comparing every guy with ____ gdi, it's always gonna be a sure lose. So I'm hoping I'll meet a sure win soon kekeke :) Jfc I wish you would stop screwing with my heart :( I refuse to believe I have a tiny miniature so-small-it-doesn't-even-really-count crush on the one guy I swore I would never fall for.
Okay gonna go sleep now ;_____; 

what do i do without you?

My heart is about to explode, and I hear your heart
You seem like you don't care as my voice shakes
-- Break Down (BEAST)

Confused as shizz. It's been a long time since I felt like this :( 

been there, done that

I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
-- I Won't Say I'm In Love (Disney Soundtrack)

Yeah, I feel like a fucking Disney Princess right now. How fucked up is that? Urgh I think I'm having MS or something jfc /emogurl94 ;__________;

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I wish you'd stop dragging me on this stupid roller coaster ride. I wish I was smart enough to get off before I crash and burn. I wish things were different. I wish I knew my limits.

I wish I knew how to take my own fucking advice :(