and then i realise it's always been you

SEOHYUN: So how many do I get?
YONGHWA: Close your eyes~
SEOHYUN: (closes eyes)
YONGHWA: (puts down one biscuit in front of her) Okay!
SEOHYUN: What?! I only get one?
YONGHWA: Actually... you get all of it except that one :)
SEOHYUN: ...
YONGHWA: There, wasn't my line so cool?!

They are so fucking adorable idek ;____;

i hope you never forget me, i hope you never regret me

Okay, as someone who's watched like 500 romance jdramas/kdramas + read even more ridic Chinese romance novels... the question is, why does the girl always pick the ~bad boy~? See, you always have the female lead start out with arguing with the male lead and thinking he's an obnoxious idiot and a snob + bastard and all that, but then she always realizes that he is more than that and even when he's always mean to her he can do some ridiculously sweet stuff sometimes. Then there will always be the nice, sweet, good guy in the sidelines. Either the female lead never realizes he likes her, or tells him it will never work out with them, or pretends she doesn't know but anyway, he never gets her. 

I mean, yeah, standard cliche love story formula. But then a few days ago I was done reading 泡沫之夏 (yeah I know there's a TW drama based on it but all the people are so ugly and totally killed my impression of them in the book ;____;) and... the girl ends up with the second male lead. And I was upset. And then I started wondering why I was upset because whenever I watch dramas I always feel so bad for the nice guy because he's, you know, nice and deserves to have nice things.

The truth is... idk. All girls want sweet guys obviously, but the special thing about the typical male lead is that he's usually mean to everyone. But he's only nice to her, and isn't that the most awesome? Plus when he's sweet he's like mindblowingly sweet, especially since it's a huge difference from his usual self. 

Sobs idk anymore the world is too complicated ;_______;

dedication

Okay so today I went to meet everyone @ the bowling alley in Kallang Leisure Park. Started playing Bridge with Eugene, Charlotte and... I forgot who LOL I think maybe Samuel?? Anyway after they were done we went over to the arcade and played some stupid throw balls at the screen game lmao but it was hilarious 8)

Then met Yijie @ Aljunied, drowned in the rain~ Got to Jinghan's house, played Taiti + Bridge with Eugene, Samuel and Yijie! I should never play with them again sigh, forgot how terrible I was like two months ago LOL. Anyway they kept accusing me of doing ~weird actions~ like wtf but it was seriously super funny when Samuel just glared at me and Yijie and went "IT'S EITHER ONE OF YOU. JUST SHOW YOUR CARD, WHO IS MY PARTNER?!" And their reason is that I smile too much like wtf I WOULDN'T BE SMILING IF THEY WEREN'T HILARIOUS LOL.

Oh it was even funnier the next round when it was me Samuel Eugene Jinghan lolllll:

(Game ends)
ME: Eh wait so you're my partner?!
SAMUEL: Yeah now then you know??
EUGENE: You very lag leh!
ME: Wahlao okay fine lah!
EUGENE: But not bad, you played quite well.
JINGHAN: Huh? What you talking about?
EUGENE: Yeah, she was my partner what.
ME, SAMUEL, JINGHAN: ....No...?
EUGENE: Huh?! Then who was my partner?
JINGHAN: -_____- ME?
ME: ...Uh Eugene, I think you're even laggier than me.

Pizza partyyyy, watched a bit of KBS News + Sungkyunkwan Scandal, more Taiti + Bridge + Snapjack! Snapjack is awesome lol \o/ Weiteck is the laggiest person I have ever met omg.

Then Truth or Dare to ~catch up~, epic shizz occurred lmao involving Eugene literally taking out his iPod, opening a picture of Seohyun and putting it next to me, Yijie and Crystal's faces to decide which one of us was closest to his ~ideal type~ wtf LOL.

Btw, note: telling a Sone that she looks like a member of SNSD isn't exactly a compliment because she's still a fangirl and would therefore feel insulted for that particular member lol. Like I DO NOT LOOK LIKE SEOBB OKAY SHE IS A GORGEOUS AND AMAZING AND ADORABLE AND AEOPUFPAWUE HOW COULD I EVEN COMPARE -_-

Then played Heart Attack with cards, got smacked by Raymond until there was a print lol ;____; then left because I had to get home by 11PM aka 12AM KST and the reason for this will be in the next post :'D

But anyway I love my primary school friends ♥ and I am really thankful for the fact that most of them are from HCI and are therefore Soshi fanboys by default, makes everything so much more fun HAHAHAHA~ and I just realised I've known Eugene + Jinghan for what... half of my life? -_- since I knew them since P2 lmao!! Okay off to omnomnomnom lollll :)

so. this is going to be embarrassing.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IM SIWAN~
Jfc you're twenty-two now and that sounds really scary ngl but... just. Never change. Stay awesome and ~brainy~, continue singing with that look of ultimate seriousness on your face, and I have the heart to tell you to stay skinny because I know you'd never starve yourself lol~ And okay, maybe you should start treating Kwanghee nicer now. I know you love him, and I suppose he kind of understands that, but sometimes you need to show it, you know? :)

I haven't loved you for a very long time, but still, thank you so much for being a part of my life! :3 Thank you for smiling at me and waving at me and telling me "yay~" and replying my tweet and idk, just ;_______;

I love you very, very, very much ♥ so much I'm tearing up rn and idek why because it's just your birthday lol I'm just cray cray like that :') have a nice day, and I miss you like you have no idea :( come back soon, I honestly don't mind wasting my money on you guys ;~;