i always wanted to see you, i'm here today to convey these feelings to you

I also endured the loneliness
By just believing in you
Always, thank you
-- Itsu Datte Kimi Ni (JYJ)

I feel like I need to say this to them when I see them on Sat, hahaha :(
Despite all the bullshit you guys have put me through, I do love you ;_______; first fandoms are like first loves in this way, I guess - you never stop loving them, even just a little, and you never ever forget :')

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On another note, starburst please cheer up k!!! ♥
You'll get over him, I promise. As long as it takes, as much as it hurts, you will :)