in your eyes, the stars

And I could tell you
His favourite colour's green
He loves to argue
-- I'd Lie (Taylor Swift)

^ Doesn't that sound like someone to you? Hehehe :3

细雨般的思念细述对你无尽思念
等所有空白都添满也说不尽我的爱

♥

So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up I can't break through
-- The Story Of Us (Taylor Swift)

~

The Other Side

He dreams in colour, bright as fire
She jolts awake from the blur of black-and-white

He falls in love too fast, too short
She never learns the art of letting go

He says I
She says you

He makes mistakes
She teaches herself to let the words slip by

He forgives and forgets
She forgives

He starts
She waits
He stops
She waits

He wonders if she even loves him
She thinks if you only knew how much

He sketches graphs and navigates equations
She strings words together from a sea of emotions

He tugs her close, smiles bright
She struggles to contain her heart

He speaks of forever like it’s months, days
She speaks of forever like eternity and a day

He says sometimes, you really make me sad
She spends nights holding her breath under a waterfall of tears

He burns her bridges
She stops building them

(If people were rain)
He was (heart-stopping) hurricane
She was (the) drizzle (that never died out)

He collects hearts in a jar
She wears hers on her sleeve and tries hard to believe

He says sorry, goodbye
She says it’s okay, I forgive you

He wonders if she means it
She wonders if he knows be happy means this is how much I love you

He watches
She smiles
He weakens in relief
She smiles
He lets the guilt dissipate
She smiles

He tells the world they’ve both moved on
She has eyes that never learned to tell lies the way her lips have

He lives in colour, bright as fire
She learns to get used to the black-and-white

Cannot wait to see you too hehehe ♥ it's been a long week~

~

With your smiles, you stole my heart
It really doesn't make sense
-- Baby Baby (SNSD)

I get this pathetic because
I think something’s going to go wrong,
That you’re going to go the wrong way
-- Hysterie (Infinite)

~



IKR, SOBBINGGGGGGG.

Thank you to Angelique for worrying about me, and Nicky for turning up in the nick of time (hehehe pun :B) to cheer me uppp! ^^

Also, I've discovered that despite all the crap I have to go through during the day, everything just fades away the moment you say I'm serious when I say I love you. You're right. Everyone's right. I'm going to be so fucking miserable with you (I already am, actually), but I am not leaving you until you tell me you don't want me by your side anymore. It's moments like this, the rare times when you let down your guard and rant out all your honest feelings, that make me feel like you are worth the fight, and ily too, you heartbreaker ♥ you are so goddamn special, but you already know that, don't you, Mr Most Unique Kid in the Entire Universe? :)

~

Like fire and rain
You can drive me insane
But I can't stay mad at you for anything
-- Wouldn't Change A Thing (Demi Lovato & Joe Jonas)

这样子单方面的守候

还能多久?

~

I just want to say I love my friends so fucking much. The moment I sound a little bit off they can just tell there's something wrong, and then they always magically appear to tell me they'll always be there.

Funny how the whole damn world can tell I'm falling apart, and you're the only one who doesn't know or care.

~

I tried to be your only girl
But did you ever understand my heart?
Now it's become the compass
Of broken love
-- Because Of You (After School)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything >:(