An age where you feel like you could love anyone, where you put everything on the line for the smallest of things. Eighteen. Adults say that it’s an age where we laugh if a leaf tumbles by. But back then, we were more serious than any adult, more intense, and had our strength tested. 1997. That was how our eighteen was beginning.

Finished watching Reply 1997 (aka Answer To Me 1997) which was really really good in terms of oh idk everything?? The cast was absolutely adorable and the character + relationship developments were amazing, along with the flashbacks and time jumps and plot reveals and parallels :') tvN has such great shows recently sigh, along with QIHM!! Also Eunji is so qt and a great actress and her chemistry with Inguk is not bad :> hehe

Would like to say that I want a Yoonjae but nah he shouts way too much sometimes and is also seriously dense and in need of anger management issues. Plus he needs to drop more obvious hints when he likes someone tsk tsk. 

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In other news... I am done with A Levels \o/ went to walk around and eat stuff with Enoch + Js after the last paper, then met Chubin to watch Pitch Perfect at Vivo! Then went for SM Town the next day which was great except for the whole raining part. Also started dance lessons @ Studio Wu, got my hair cut, went to eat at Redhill + check out The Star with Enoch Js Justin, and watched League of the Guardians with Chubin. Then got to meet up with Raey and Jamie @ Strictly Pancakes :> and then had a failed Harry Potter marathon at Jieshi's house with Debo because we went to sleep and look at Js's creepy stalker letters and autograph books hahaha. 

Sigh I miss Reply now :( probably gonna watch I Miss You next and then possibly Shut Up! Flower Boy Band for my Myungsoo bb :B

Was reading Xiaxue's pregnancy post (!!! still cannot get over it omg) and just... aweofiuapwuf wow. Idk maybe it's because it's XX and I've been reading her blog and everything for so many years now and I really actually quite like her (and also I saw her irl that day hehehehe I SAW HER WHEN SHE WAS PREGNANT :O) and yeah, reading her views and updates on it just makes it feel so real.

Also I cannot imagine puking/dry-heaving 40 times a day wtf wtf wtf seriously reconsidering ever getting pregnant lol I hate vomiting I do it enough on planes already. And also I don't want to get fat and not be able to see my feet I'll probably fall down everywhere. And stretch marks and must go on diet after that and THE PAIN!!!! Plus I absolutely. cannot. freaking. stand. kids making noise zzz doesn't matter if it's some three-month-old baby that's crying or a five year old boy screaming his head off or kids banging their cutlery or whatever annoying thing they do on the table I just want to slap them and ask them to shut up <_< plus I don't actually like babies. I only like toddlers who can talk and respond properly but even still only until they're 5 or 6 because they get irritating and rebellious when they reach primary school.

Oh well I haven't even taken A levels so............ long way to go LOL.

And also weddings are pretty and I cannot wait to shop for my wedding dress and plan my wedding and yes I am very girly and immature (marriage is a life-changing decision! Not just for you to look pretty!!) + now that things are changing and/or I am growing up I have realised that I might be an absolute sucker for romance and cheesy nonsense, but I am also a realist at heart and seriously, how do you be absolutely positive that this is the person you want to spend the rest of your life? How can you be so sure that you have met The One and there isn't your true blue soulmate out there??? But still —



what's not to like? *__*

Lovely 2D1N spent with Chong Jie Shi + Deborah Lee Shu Ai :) :) :)

Buffet :> :> with prata nicer than the one from opposite hahaha / doing a lot of crazy nonsense in the hotel room rolling around and attempting to take photoshoots in the toilet LOL / swimming olympics!! / starving after eating buffet for 4 hours -_- / screaming and dying over fireworks hahahaha / INSANE run through MBS to get to the artscience museum in time for last HP exhibition admissions / ioauwpefuwapef my childhood ;___; wanted to cry when they showed the montage of the scenes and playing the soundtrack everywhere omg and ugh / pretty hoodie with a pretty price of $75 sigh / being brats and asking the security guard to help us take nice pics LOL / walking for 50000km through MBS to find gongcha and feeling so tired we sat down while queueing #truesingaporeans / justin being scarily drunk on whatsapp ~_~ / nua-ing on the carpet the moment we got back to the hotel / oh oh oh failed attempt at opening the door for 5mins LOL / screaming non-stop and yelling "OMG" during gymnastics / slept at 2:30 thinking that everyone was gonna sleep too but nooooooo -_- / up at 10:45 :B / 3 girls finishing 1 whole cake for breakfast idk how we did it LOL 

99 days until As whoohoo

for self-reference / 1 month plus till i get to see my bbs play again :')



i refuse to admit i have a thing for qt boyish guys who look all young and adorable meh :(

also, giggling at how gomez just jogs casually over and is all like "calm down thomas i'm here" and then proceeds to



like um what you can't even try to ungay this LOL

Mardi Gras i.e. perfect opportunity to take pics with people you've always wanted to take pics with HAHA; kboy looking amazing in a blazer and white v-neck mmmm guys should always wear outfits like this; sitting outside Katong 7-11 with KC for instant noodles + slurpee supper in my MG outfit -_- experience of a lifetime

Nike Goddess 5K run with my lover :3 annoying people walking and clogging up the whole place zzz. Nice weather after the rain stopped :') dinz at Vivo Marche :> 

Apart from that was:
- usual school stuff awoeufpawuef sigh
- oh and I cut my fringe (!!)
- also, retarded Friday night dinners/suppers at Parkway / last minute sleepover plans that failed / being a whiny brat in the middle of the night ~_~
- Pride & Prejudice :')
- Secret :')

"May I see you again?" he asked. There was an endearing nervousness in his voice.

I smiled. "Sure."

"Tomorrow?" he asked.

"Patience, grasshopper," I counseled. "You don't want to seem overeager."

"Right, that's why I said tomorrow," he said. "I want to see you again tonight. But I'm willing to wait all night and much of tomorrow." I rolled my eyes. "I'm serious," he said.

"You don't even know me," I said. I grabbed the book from the center console. "How about I call you when I finish this?"

"But you don't even have my number," he said.

"i strongly suspect you wrote it in the book."

He broke out into that goofy smile. "And you say we don't know each other."

The past week at a glance:


with Lester & Sean + lepak session at Safra -> reunion dinner at some place at Aranda where I barely ate anything -> taiti at grandma's! :D


CNY Days 1 & 2


Passed my second math test in TA/TJ history :>



The Moon That Embraces The Sun: awoefupw no words, perfect drama is perfect ;____;

Etcs:

• Y Kahchon so tall @_@
• SEAN SWALLOWED A FLY + watching Sheryl Lester Sean try to put drinks in each other's soup + failed attempt to find the TJ catthrough Sean's wonderful demonstration of his Chinese + watching vball with Sheryl
• Adj course at SAJC with the debaters and trying super hard not to fall asleep -> MRT died -> got off at Tiong Bahru for 18 Chefs ->contact x1287402397 :D
• ++ fringe at an awkward length le sigh dk if I should cut it or grow it :(

School for SM briefing -> attempted to buy stuff at Good Price until I realised I forgot to bring my wallet aoiefupewaou first embarrassment of the year -> waited at the wrong side for the bus but got to meet my lover :') -> Debo's house -> Debate -> stupid Eurozone Crisis motion ugh -> lunch -> weird drink stall auntie who made Chin pay for all our drinks lolol -> THW train a dragon \o/ -> except Chin stuck all the TA kids into opp wtf :( -> saved by Harry Potter wiki with all the info about how Peruvian Vipertooths have a particular craving for humans -> hanging around talking nonsense -> Tamp Mall to settle Lee Wee stuff -> romantic dinner (haha) with Jieshi @ Kopitiam lolol -> ice cream @ Manpuku -> Eskimo -> home -> randomly started downloading old songs (Iris / My Life Would Suck Without You / Incomplete / Thnks Fr Th Mmrs / This Ain't A Scene, It's An Arms Race / Dance, Dance / Me & You / Invisible / The Way / Don't Forget About Us / 4 In The Morning / Sweet Escape / Buttons / Jai Ho / Wait a Minute)

One year since the Tianjin trip how did this even happen I feel so old